Part I
Proverbs 24: 3-6
By wisdom is a house built,
by understanding is it made firm;
And by knowledge are its rooms filled
with every precious and pleasing possession.
A wise man is more powerful than a strong man,
and a man of knowledge than a man of might;
For it is by wise guidance that you wage your war,
and the victory is due to a wealth of counselors.
By work and grace a Christian becomes holy. It's unusual for
primarily Grace
to fall upon a person in an immediate way, especially in a
way of
permanence. So work becomes a primary characteristic of what
needs to be
done in the Christian life. Prayer and Fasting, and also
Conversion and the reception of Grace.
In the Church today, rarely is this inner work ever spoken
of. Instead is
highlighted a vague conception of relationships and the
necessity of love,
but all this is without a trusted foundation. How does one
open a hardened
heart? How does one free oneself from one's own vices? What
is the prize one
receives at the end of the journey?
These are hard questions. And the answer is usually
two-fold: presumption or
a menu-list of options. Presumption nor a menu-list of
options can open a
hardened heart however. Presumption clouds the judgment with
promises that
the Lord will take care of everything. And a menu-list of
things one must do
to inherit the kingdom can become a static threshold of
purely Spiritual
limbo.
Just as God is not static, a Christian is not static in
their relationship
with Him. There is the duality of work and grace. And Work
is real work. And
Grace becomes real Grace.
A spiritual athlete trains for his own salvation. It doesn't
matter where he
is at, but rather that he trains. His vision is on a goal,
the spiritual
one. There is no ending to his training until he receives
the crown of
Heaven. He does not believe in a lazy presumption that the
Lord will take
care of everything. A menu-list of things he must do becomes
a powerful tool
rather than a 'satisfying work'. He reaches higher and
higher. Misfortune
gives him a greater impetus, since his perception is on the
training, as
well as trust in the Lord seeing him through. He, and only
he, will endure
until the end.
Part II
Though the Trinity has no challenger, in the spiritual world
there is
providentially a positive and negative charge. This enables
us to choose the
good over the bad. The spiritual athlete knows that their
continual choices
of good over the bad will make them grow and to flourish.
And that to get to
the positive charge, the truly positive charge, does require
suffering.
He knows that it's not about just fleeing from the negative
but actively
embracing the positive as well. Not just at the level of a
subjective Faith
but more importantly at the level of a living Faith which in
turn becomes a
living flame. His temptations become an opportunity to
propel his weakness
into strength, his falls into glory, and his darkness into
light.
For many in the Church, there exists just the fleeing or
there exists a
positive charge that is not direct but rather worldly.
Knowledge of the
positive and negative charge in the spiritual world is a
vital thing for the
spiritual athlete.
For every negative charge, there Is a positive one. The
Alcoholic does need
to get drunk on God, the greedy do need to see and embrace
the currency of
heaven, and the adulterer does need to see 3 in the marital
covenant.
In a way, this tends to be seen in the realm of 'Faith' and
'Piety'. For
that faith to change into a 'living flame' however, one has
to go towards
it. No effort means that there will be no victory. An
alcoholic that cannot
see getting drunk on God will never really be truly free.
One can substitute
a worldly void, but this is not freedom.
Within a singleness of objective, the struggle is to get to
the positive
charge, which becomes actualized as Grace. The struggle
involves Fasting (or
fleeing) and Prayer (which instantiates Unity with the
positive charge).
Merely fleeing is not enough because the positive charge
will never be
actualized within prayer and one is left in a void, and
merely praying means
that one will lack the conversion process of traveling to
the positive
charge by fleeing from the negative. Both prayer and
fasting, if united
within a singleness of objective to get to the other side,
the specific
side, creates the dynamism needed to be able to complete the
journey.
So the spiritual athlete knows that, regarding his
weaknesses, there is a
positive end of the spectrum. Fasting makes him flee from
the negative
charge of these things and at the same time Prayer opens the
doorway to and
actualizes the positive charge. His weakness changes into
strength, his
falls into glories, his darkness into light and he grows in
stature. Truly
he is choosing light over darkness.
I call heaven and earth today to witness against you: I have
set before you
life and death, the blessing and the curse. Choose life,
then, that you and
your descendants may live.
Deuteronomy 30: 19
Part III
For when we
were in the flesh, our sinful passions, awakened by the law,
worked in our members to bear fruit for death. But now we
are released from the law, dead to what held us captive, so
that we may serve in the newness of the spirit and not under
the obsolete letter.
Romans 7:5-6
These spiritual labors form a temple over the spiritual
athlete. He is truly free. He has the freedom of a child. He
does not note what is moral, but becomes what is moral. He
does not need to flee from sin, or the occasions of sin. He
is not under the moral law, but the moral law is within him.
He has attained the freedom of the children of God. (Gal.
4:26)
His efforts are in the temple of the spiritual labors. In
the effort of prayer is Time. In the effort of fasting is
Fortitude. And in the effort of Charity is a bodily
sacrifice. Or the effort of prayer is how much time he
devotes to praying well. The effort of fasting is the
perseverance and fortitude within his fast and the effort of
charity reveals itself in a sacrificial bodily action.
Some struggle with the moral law, and others believing
themselves to be free break it. The spiritual athlete has
the moral law more and more written upon his heart. And he
has a mandate to be free.
The Spiritual Athlete
“Similarly, an athlete cannot receive the winner’s crown
except by competing according to the rules.”
- 2 Timothy: 5
Chosen by baptism and confirmed in grace, the spiritual
athlete sets his eyes on running the race. Yet how does he
run the race without knowing what the rules are? How does he
become equipped to run the race? The spiritual life consists
of prayer, fasting and charity. In these three actions, are
what a spiritual athlete has for his focus.
For the spiritual athlete, the spiritual labors of prayer,
fasting and charity are in a united confederation. A
confederation that gives balance to the quest of holiness.
If charity becomes missing, then prayer and fasting may
bring the athlete to become self-centered. So in essence
works of charity negate the temptation toward being selfish
in his acts of prayer and fasting. Each thing brings balance
to the other.
"Prayer, fasting and charity. The whole of prayer, fasting
and charity. And nothing but prayer, fasting and charity."
The whole of the Spiritual Life centers around these
spiritual labors. If one is missing then a vital pillar of
the spiritual life is missing. Together they form one
spiritual muscle.
A dynamic muscle that fills the spiritual athlete with the
spirit of the Lord, and the blessing of God. All of the acts
that move us toward the Lord are contained in these
spiritual labors, uniting in different frequencies and
shades of light but nonetheless composed of these three most
basic conceptual spiritual labors. Which means that there is
no escape from sin, there is no spiritual warfare, there is
no worship of the Lord outside of these three endeavors
which sit as pillars unto themselves. If such illusions
(that there is some other mystery) do occur, then they will
weaken the resolve and devotion of the athlete.
In prayer, fasting and charity is the solution to every
problem. It is the answer to every, "What must I do?". It is
the grace to live a Christian life. And it is even more than
these things.
When these spiritual labors become a delight and a paradise,
then the spiritual athlete can run the race equipped. And
while the winner’s crown lies at the end, yet in the running
actually lies the most pleasing fragrance to the Lord.