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December-04
Just reading these prayer requests has made me feel so
much comfort but yet so much pain. What i mean by comfort is that
i don't feel hopeless or alone in this world. And what i mean by
pain is how much sin destroys our lives especially the sins of the
flesh. I guess Our Lady wasn't kidding when she said that the form
of sin that was going to lead more souls to hell would be the sins
of the flesh. I, like everyone that has posted, need all of your
prayers. I have struggled with pornography and sexual sins since
about 16. I started looking at pornography at 16 but didn't start
the bad habit of masturbation until about 18. Topple that with
relationships that have been so vice filled i have had a heavy
dosage of impurity and have found myself virtually enslaved to it
ever since. There was a period where for a year and a half that i
was completely healed of it. I mean i literally gave up porn and
the bad practice of masturbation, as well as stayed celibate for
about a year and a half. It was such an awesome period of my life
that i will never forget. But, about a year or so ago when i got a
computer that's when it all came crashing down. I never had looked
at porn on the internet until i got this computer. Ever since i
bought my computer it has been a huge thorn in my side. Since i
bought it about a year or so ago i have struggled immensely with
looking at pornography and have readopted the very bad habit of
masturbation. I, like most requests i have read here, have tried
everything. I have hit rock bottom many times. I have felt so
unbelievably frustrated and helpless, hopeless, despaired, just so
angry and just so very heavy burdened with guilt and sorrow
because i know or maybe i don't know or realize what i do to God
and Jesus and Mary and the Holy Spirit when i commit these sins as
well as other sins. I'm just so emotionally drained from the
constant failures as a Christian. I'm so exhausted spiritually and
emotionally from the constant dejected feeling and worthless
feeling i feel after i fall to these desires of sin. I hate myself
so much when i fall to these sins and i just want to die sometimes
because of the utter shame i feel. Please, as i have read your
prayers and will keep all of you in my prayers so to i ask you all
and whoever reads this request to please pray for me. I am the
most ugly sinner of them all and deeply implore your intercession
for the sake of my soul. I love you all for being so courageous. I
hope i can continue to find hope and strength in God and you all
in your courage to seek help. God Bless you all. Texas |
December-04
Continuing to seek porn. My own
story has been written here hundreds of times for it seems the
same for us all. I pray for all of us, that we find the way and
grow strong. I pray for this country and the porn industry... that
everyone involved in promoting mindless lust will find a greater
peace and stop the cycle of pain. Dear Mary, pray for us. - D |
December-04
Dear Brother/Sister, My husband is working in USA . I
couldn’t go there due to VISA problem. Kindly pray for me to get
the VISA at the earliest by God’s grace and your powerful prayer.
This will help us to alleviate the pain of our separation , also I
am pregnant now, kindly pray for our Baby for safe delivery
without any problem. I am feeling very lonely { no one in this
world knows the feeling that we have…} My husband also trying in
so many ways but nothing has happened so far. At last we came to
you.. So, please….hear our despairing prayer request and help us
together by your merciful prayer. Thank you for answering our
request. Please bless our family and may our family be modeled
upon the Holy Family. We shall always praise and thanks to JESUS
for his infinite mercy. Ever loving God’s child - Maria |
December-04
A couple of months ago I was at work and had a bad anxiety attack.
I had to be brought home by my dad cause I was sooo messed up..
shaking, thinking I was just going to die... Ever since that day I
have been having a HORRIBLE time. ( as if this word could even
come close to describing the misery I have experienced since
then.) I started having between 4 to 7 panic attacks a day!
Absolute frightening!! So scared and lost. I feel like I am losing
my mind and grip on reality...I feel like I can't go on! I can't
live like this anymore! I went to the Dr. he gave me medicine for
my nerves and depression and medicine for an infected tooth.....
Well, as luck should have it..I had a reaction to BOTH! med's
which added to my TERROR! 'bout 5 times as worse... Lately I can't
eat.. it's been 3 days now...I am always scared...I always feel
sick... I can't even make it to the store on the corner.....
Please I need HELP SO BADLY! I can't even make it back the the Dr.
I NEED ALL YOUR PRAYERS FOR PEACE , TO EASE MY NERVES, PLEASE PRAY
THAT MY NERVES & ATTACKS STOP...THAT MY SIDE STOP ACHING SO
HORRIBLY AND THAT MY INFECTION GOES AWAY! I NEED YOUR
PRAYERS!!!!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!! - KJ |
December-04
Wow,
after reading all of these submissions I don't feel alone. I
started looking at porn around age 15, I really didn't think it
was bad until I found GOD at age 18 and now I have conviction in
almost everything I do. I know porn is very bad and very evil, but
it is sooo addicting, it is starting to ruin my relationship with
my g/f, I need to give it all up, and I need the Lords strength
within me to throw this demon away and rebuke satan everyday so he
will flee. I will keep you in my prayers and i hope that God
speaks to all of you and to myself, and frees us of this bondage
that continues to plague our minds and pollute our spirits. -
James |
December-04
I
find that the sin of masturbation is the hardest to break. I want
to follow Christ and the Church's teachings and frequent both the
Sacraments of Reconciliation and Eucharist. I still find myself
falling into masturbation. Because I read in the catechism about
masturbation as an intrinsically grave matter, I am beginning to
be worried about my final salvation. There are many other good
things that God is doing in my life, this is something that I have
struggled with since I was 12 years old. I am single and I came
back to my faith in Christ 4 years ago, and became Catholic 2
years ago. Please pray for me! George |
December-04
Please pray for a relationship to continue and to work out
and to result in love happiness etc. - JB |
December-04
Please pray for
me. Michael |
December-04
Greetings, I lived in Saudi Arabia and my father worked
for the airlines there. I would like someone to help me overcome
pornography addictions sex addictions so that one day I may be
worthy enough to serve in a vocation. God Bless all else who
suffer, Paul |
December-04
The artery veins to the heart are plugged .I will have a
angio plasty on Dec,17 in the hospital. I NEED Help on the artery
veins. I pray to God and Jesus too in my bed room all the time and
I think about God and Jesus too in bed Thank you for praying of
the artery veins. - Clarence |
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December-04
To all who
suffer,
I pray for
each of you daily and I ask for your prayers in return as we
struggle through our addiction. You are not alone no matter how
much you think you have been abandoned. Let me tell you that
there is hope for us with the grace of Jesus Christ through the
Holy Spirit. Our addiction is a disease, one that we did not
ask for nor can we control. Do not let shame or despair rule
your life. Reflect daily on how you can help others through
charity. Use the steps. This is the path to a cure! It really
works! I know. With love in Christ, Dan
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December-04
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME WHICH I HAVE COMMITTED THE SIN OF HAVING SEX
FOR THE FIRST TIME WITH MY BOYFRIEND! I HAVE REGRETTED IT AND I
HAVE DISGRACED MYSELF. I HAVE MADE THE TO THE LORD TO PROMISE TO
HAVE ABSTINENCE! - M |
December-04
I
pray that all who fall upon this site will be thankful and
prayerful to the good God who has directed you along this path of
the internet. It is wonderfully encouraging to know that this
struggle is fought with many others at the same time. For many
years I thought I was alone and failing in a miserable way. It
makes me feel more comfortable and loved as an individual to know
that I walk this road not alone and that Jesus and his wonderful
mother are guiding our every step. With great hope and confidence
I have the courage to persevere in overcoming this addition. My
prayer is that I might become more like Saint Joseph who is a
perfect model for males in the pursuit of purity and chasteness in
the modern world and in relationship with their wives. Thank you
for being there for the support and encouragement. I will be
forever in your debt.
Thank You.
Paul
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November-04
Hello.
I am asking for a prayer, even though I probably don't deserve
one. I need help to break this cycle of enjoying looking at
pornography, testing the limits of my own boundaries, and trying
to understand "why" I do this and enjoy it.
I also need a prayer for my wife, who I've hurt very deeply and
grievously.
I also need a prayer to help me become more excited about the
church and God...trying to understand why I'm so aloof to God, and
thus far, have been content with that distance.
Thank you. Brian |
December-04
I need a
prayer. I'm having trouble breaking this addiction of
masturbation and pornography. I hate it, I hate myself when I do
it. It's like I'm two different people. I pray so much for grace
and purity and I try to practice them all day. There is even a
Catholic Church on the campus of the school I go to. I often go
there when i have time in between classes and prayer for help. I
do more praying than I give time to the horrid addiction I have,
but it still doesn't seem like enough. I don't know where to
turn, I've run out of ideas. Please help with your
prayers. Thank you, I am truly in your debt.
Thank you, Jeff |
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November-04
Hello,
The Lord has led me to heal my sins of the flesh. The Holy
Spirit has come to my rescue. Can you please pray for my
redemption and deliverance which has come. I need prayers for
protection.
I thank Our Lady and her Immaculate Heart and Jesus' Sacred
Heart. I consecrated myself and my family to their hearts
this summer and the blessings are many.
Thank you for praying for me, kaem
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November-04
That
God may give me the strength to overcome my addiction and disease.
I am not able to overcome this horrible sin and I need help. - AMC |
November-04
I
am 34 years old and addicted to web porn. I do not view it
every day, but get drawn into it especially after I make
confession.
After
each time of viewing it and gratifying myself, I go and make
confession again. I know it is wrong, and I am wholeheartedly
sorry every time I go to confession, but I keep falling. I keep
trying to avoid it and the more I try to keep away the
temptation gets stronger and stronger.
Please pray for me as
I continue my struggle.
Walt
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November-04
Please
pray for my husband Jeremy.
He is a sex
addict. He totally rejects me as his wife. He is into porn and
won't have anything to do with me. He is also out of control
with alcohol - 1/2-1 gallon of wine a day, and money - spent
2300.00 in 3 months on insufficient funds charges at the bank.
We were married Feb 26, 2004.
He blames me. My
priest told me to tell him to get help or leave. I have forced
him out of the house. He was also seeing a woman he made porn
movies with in the past. He is someone who was going to daily
Mass and communion and Did the Chaplet of Divine Mercy. Three
days after
Divine Mercy Sunday, He started
locking himself in a room and wouldn't even sleep in the same
room with me. Also Pray for me I'm devastated!!!!!!!
Thank you
and God Bless You, Monica
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November-04
Please pray for me, a
sinner. Lusting for porn since I got my first taste. I want
porn whenever alone and depressed. Now married, I have so much
guilt and I feel my wife would be shattered if she knew. Please
pray for me for I fear destroying my marriage and myself. I'm now
faced with major economic and career challenges and will continue
to go though these times of angry solitude. I am vowing a new
promise to keep mindful of God and my wife when this addiction
tries to overpower me again. Please pray for me to be strong
at my times of weakness. I pray for us all to overcome.
-bd 28 year old Husband |
November-04
PLEASE PRAY
FOR MY HUSBAND. HE IS ADDICTED TO PORN. DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. HE
IS NOT SAVED. THANK YOU - BECKY P.S. HIS NAME IS EDDY |
November-04
Please add me
to the number of those for whom you pray. I wish to break my
addiction to pornography and lead a pure life. I wish my mind
to be freed from lustful thoughts and adulterous fantasies.
Please help me through your prayers to overcome my sinfulness.
Pray for me
for:
- a renewal
of dignity
- a renewal
of purity
- a renewal
of love and respect for those near me
Thank you,
Brad
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October-04
Please
pray for my husband who has admitted to 5 years of using porn. He
is a permanent deacon in the Catholic Church and has been assigned
the ministry of working with engaged couples. He blames me for
his use of the porn because I have been so negative and critical.
Please pray that I may live more joyfully and he may be willing to
work to break the addiction. I will pray for you - PH
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October-04
Please pray
for me. I just got out of a 13 year relationship with a man that
became addicted to the drug meth. I kicked him out in order
that he would
straighten up but, instead he ended up with some one who is also
an addict.
I am trying to move on in my life and I am fighting depression and
overwhelmed all the time. Please help me over come this. I am a
Christian and I am hoping for closer fellowship in the church. And
closer to my God.
Thank you and God Bless - Sherry
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November-04
I want a prayer of prosperity and healing emotional and physical
for me and my family, and since long time i could not find Job.
please pray for me.
THANKS - TA |
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October-04
AGAPE, I am praying for you.
Thank you Lord for others who share the burden of this struggle
as I do. May your grace always be sufficient. Let me not
despair, nor any of these others, especially this
woman, "Agape."
Thank you
Lord for the ministry of
Saint Margaret of Cortona, who I have found this night. - MW
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October-04
Hello, in the
name of Jesus I’m seeking a prayer request for Prosperity, Peace,
Protection, Success. I need to overcome the obstacles that
continually stand in my way. Thank you in advance for your prayers
and may God be with you always. Sincerely, Letha
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October-04
My saviour
Lord Jesus Christ,
With your blessings my husband Rakesh has got his residence permit
to work in the new co. at Kuwait. Lord help him in getting his
driving license. Lord please continue to shower your blessings
upon us and in our smooth relocation to Kuwait as I am in India
and yet to join my husband in Kuwait. Help him dear Lord to get
his employment confirmation letter which he was due to get on
15.09.2004.Oh Lord, with your blessings my head office in Kuwait
have called me for an interview to join Kuwait Airways
Corporation. Please Lord help me to get my visa on time and help
me to get this job as this will help a financial boost for my
husband. Please deliver me from the negative/evil thoughts that
haunt me at times. Please fulfill my dream of starting the Esther
prayer group in Kuwait.
Thank You - Reema |
October-04
Please pray
for my husband, family, and me, as our relationship and my sanity
are dying because of his love for pornography and belief in "free
love." Please also pray for me in my resistance to sin; I find
myself trying to cope with is adultery by masturbating myself
sometimes and even sometimes looking at his pornography. This does
not "make us even" or make it any easier to cope. Please pray for
my step-daughter, as she enters puberty and my first daughter who
is due to be born on New Year's Day, that my husband does not pass
on his warped and degrading views. Please pray that I can trust in
the Lord Jesus, and have the strength to fill this horrible
emptiness inside caused by my husband's lust for other women with
God's Love. PLEASE pray for my husband; that God works to heal him
from this disease he mistakenly believes is healthy. I am very
afraid for his soul. And please, please pray that I can lovingly
communicate to my husband just how much pain I am in because of
this.
I love him more than anything or anybody else in the world.
Thank you, and GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR WEBSITE, M |
October-04
Please
pray for my sister, Charlotte, she is gravely ill in the
hospital. She has been there for over 3 months, I ask the Lord to
restore her to good health. Thank you very much for you prayers -
JP |
October-04
Please
pray for my me and husband. My husband has a terrible vice with
pornography and it is eating away our marriage. He has had been
addicted
for several years. It is extremely difficult for him and the more
he stays away the more frustrated and irritable he gets. God,
help me too,. . . I need strength and grace to keep praying, not
to lose my patience and not to fall into a depression over
this. I want to be strong for my husband always. May God bless
and hold you always, RV |
October-04
PLEASE
PRAY FOR ME AND MY FAMILY AGAINST EVIL ATTACK AND EMOTIONAL AND
SPIRITUAL PROBLEM, BAD LUCK AND LACK OF PEACE IN THE HOUSE AND A
LOT OF OTHER PROBLEMS
THANKS, TEMELSO
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October-04
Please
pray for me that our Lord will heal me of the feelings of
rejection and poor self-esteem and whatever else makes it
difficult to break my masturbation addiction. I don't have a
problem with pornography as much as I do the physical act of
masturbation and fantasies. - James |
October-04
MAY GOD & HIS
BLESSED MOTHER GRANT ME GRACE TO OVER COME THIS ADDICTION
GOD WILLING AMEN PLEASE PRAY FOR ALL WHO HAVE THIS TYPE OF
ADDICTION ALSO
GOD BLESS TO ALL. LOVE, TOM |
October-04
Please
pray for my husband, he is addicted to porn. Please Lord, heal
my marriage.
- C
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September-04
Please pray for me. I am a religious priest.
Pray for our congregation, M.C.B.S.
To be pure as heavenly Mother.
Yours, Fr.Joy Thomas Thottankara |
October-04
I am a young woman just now
admitting and accepting this addiction I have with sexual and
pornographic material. My dream is to be a professor of Theology
and yet I am becoming more deeply ensnared in this sinful
behavior. There have been hints in the experiences of my early
life that I might actually have to seek help for this problem but
I always hoped that somehow it might just disappear. Instead it
has gotten worse and is affecting more of my life. Now that I have
Internet access available all the time it has become evident that
I may have to just adapt to this age without this convenience. If
your right hand cause you to sin cut it off, right? I am glad that
this site exists. I found it last night after falling into sin and
I really wish I had come to this site first thing tonight. It is
going to be a mountainous struggle and a dreadfully shameful
experience to be honest and overcome this but God has helped me
overcome other addictions in the past and I know he will assist me
this time too. Please pray for me. I feel weak and pitifully
useless to God in this condition. I know I am on the edge of a
huge transformation and I am super scared. The guilt is setting in
heavily. - Agape |
September-04
Urgent Prayer
for Zane and Mom - Mary Gardner will be taking 10 month old Zane
home today from Children's Hospital in Pittsburgh to be with
Jesus. They have discovered a tumor that has coated his whole
brain. He will be under Hospice care until he is passes or until
God performs a miracle. Please pray for them. Please post your
prayers in Zane’s guestbook. http://babyzanesmiles.tripod.com or
email them at babyzanesmiles @ yahoo.com. Thank you for your
prayers. Bernadette Long, Godmother of baby Zane |
September-04
Please
pray for my brother. He was a habitual masturbator as a child and
I'm sure has a pornography addiction. He is a homosexual and I'm
sure has looked at way too much "gay" porno. His vice is ripping
apart my family. Thank you for your support. - Debbie |
September-04
For my
daily battle against internet pornography. I am trying, but have
so many relapses. - John OD
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September-04
I am a married man whose struggle
with porn has led him into adultery and self gratification. Today
i can across your website and am making conscious decision to turn
to God for help. Please pray for me and thank you for this
resource.
God Bless -
Sean |
September-04
Please
pray for my husband Anthony Harris - KH |
September-04
Dear
friends,
I have been
in a 12 step program for 7 years and recently have gone off the
wagon. Internet porn has been the worst to conquer. Please pray
for me and my wife and 4 kids. I truly could use any prayers
thank you -
jan
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September-04
To you whom pray -
Please
intercede for me and a distorted viewed human sexuality class I am
required to take at school. Please anoint the instructor that he
may not encourage recreational sex as normal and for the young
minds intake a truthful overtaking of societies misconceptions we
have heard over the years.
Thank you -
Natalie |
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September-04
My
name is RJ. I am 18 and have been struggling against the sins of
lust, pornography, and masturbation. It feels like a torment when
I was younger. I started falling when I was young. It got worse
when I caught a relative on the internet and fell because of
trying it. I always had a great remorse because I have been
reading many divine locution books that made me feel the love of
God. I know the power of prayer though. I was able to break
gluttony but lust is harder for me. I would like to say that the
rosary has given me lot of spiritual strength. I believe that I
can beat this through prayer but I need and want a lot more.
Please include me in your prayers especially the rosaries you may
say and masses that you attend. I have felt the despair and
depression of sin before. I have also felt God's, blessings,
graces, and love. I tried praying the rosary recently. It works
even if you don't have one while your praying it!
Because of the rosary, I feel more love, grace, and strength. I
realized before that I could only beat this with God, his Blessed
Mother, and heaven at my side. I feel them at my side when I pray
or when people pray for me. Please pray for me. God Bless! |
September-04
Please
pray that God will have mercy on me and heal my body, and that I
develop a closer relationship with my Lord! Thank you so much and
God Bless You! - Marion |
September-04
Dear
Serenellians:
Hello. My girlfriend Patsy was confirmed on Aug. 28th &
received her First Holy Communion on Sun., Aug. 29th. Please pray
for both of us.
In Christ - Jeff
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August-04
Please pray for my husband. I just
found out he is involved in phone sex porn and it has been going
on for 3years on and off. We are seeking counsel to try and work
it out. Please pray that it will all work out. -
J.S |
August-04
I
have been addicted to pornography for a good many years now. Since
I got the Internet, the problem has become much worse. It has been
a blight on my life Spiritually , Emotionally, not to mention
Economically. I try to live a good Christian (Catholic) life of
prayer and the sacraments, however sooner or later I fall into the
trap of impurity which brings in its wake other evils, e.g.,
alcohol, depression etc. I beg the prayers of all you good people
on this site for deliverance from this evil so that I can live my
life according to God's Will. God Bless you all...MIKE |
September-04
My
name is Demetreous. I have been addicted to sexual fantasies from
very young. A few years ago was addicted to pornography and
masturbation it has also destroyed my marital relationship . I am
personally going through an affliction of my soul. I do not watch
porn anymore and very devoted to catholic faith but at times the
lack of a marital relationship or a sight of a picture or woman
triggers in me the urge to masturbate, most times I am able to
fight it but at times I just give in leaving me totally desolate.
Please pray for me that I may be delivered from this terrible
onslaught and that the lord lead me to new life with my family.
Thank you
God bless - Demetreous |
August-04
FOR MY SON IN JAIL THAT IS GOING TO
PRISON FOR 10 YEARS FOR PORN. THANK YOU - A LOVING MOTHER |
August-04
I need prayers more than ever right
now.
God Bless, M
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August-04
Hello, As I write this...I am very
sad. Please, pray for my husband, who is addicted to porn. We
have struggled with this problem for approx 3 yrs. We are now at
the point of separation or worse...His name is Robert.
Prayerfully,
Dana
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August-04
PLEASE
HELP!
If
someone can PLEASE spare a thought for me in their prayers!
I have been a slave to sexual sin for the past 10 years
since I was 7. Pornography as RUINED my life and I hate what
it has become. I’ve tried to give it up so many times with
countless prayers and fasts. I have tried everything. I
become a different person when I’m with pornography. We used
to have sleepover with my friends where we would spend the
whole night until dawn the next downloading and looking at
pornography and burning it on to an extensive collection on
CD. I even had a few of the models as email pen pals. I feel
guilty and I feel sorry and ask for the LORD’s forgiveness
but then I go and blow it and I feel worse. I feel like a
failure, like I’ve let the Lord down the Blessed Virgin down
and everyone else down. The longest I have ever gone without
was 51 days and what an incredible struggle it was. I have
lost money, time and even scored poor grades at school
because of it (looking up porn on the net instead of
revising for my exam the next day). I find it
difficult to make female friends my age as they are uneasy
around me (I think they can pick up on my habit). I want to
be FREE! I would like some female companions, to people to
love women as my sisters and not as an object. I want to do
God’s will. Thank you, may god bless you always! Frank
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July-04
Please
that my Mother, Uncle Ron, Aunt Miriam, Father Joe, Father
Jim, Ed, Kevin, Uncle Jim, Alex S, Cathleen J, Amber and
Deanna will have their petitions answered and/or health
restored.That I
may find work, female companionship/spouse, have bodily
health and remain chaste. - Frank
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July-04
Please ask GOD to Help Me to
overcome Sexual Addiction and Self Hate. I want to stop but the
urges are too strong. I want to stop but the thoughts keep coming
back. I want to have peace again in my life. I've hurt a lot of
people and I feel bad. I've wasted most of my money for no reason.
I've lost a lot of relationships because of this disease. I need
and ask you to Please Pray a Special prayer for Me.
Thank You, Arnulfo |
July-04
Please pray that my son (Kirk)
and my daughter’s fiancé, George and my boyfriend, (Byron) will be
released from their addiction to porn and will realize how much
they are hurting the loving family and people around them with
this.
- RKDZ |
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July-04
Please
pray for me and my struggles. I have found your website very
inspiring and thought/prayer provoking. Tonight, I shall make a
pledge/a vow to God never to allow pornography or sexual
deviance enter my life again. Pray for me.
Santa Maria,
Ora pro nobis...- ME
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July-04
I got rid
of a TV and Dish TV because I found myself going to the bad
sites, I got rid of that, and just lately I went to a site on
the Internet chat room and we are 18 did not open any but
closed them but went back for a peak did not open, went to
confession and within 8 hours I went to the Hooters Girls
click that. So my friend Greg sent me this in the Email said
To him that we need help so he sent this to me.
Thank you
so much.
I have a
strong prayer life but I get attacked so hard its not funny, I
know that I am weak, that is why I keep praying the Rosary for
Our Lady's help She is my Mother and to all of us and the only
Mother that I have. Pray for me Mother for I am a Sinner.
Please send me your Telephone # so that I may call for prayer,
In any Need, Do you Know where I can get a prayer booklet of
our lady of Perpetual Help I had on but I left it in my pants
pocket and
guess what. I miss that booklet so much I used to pray out of
that booklet everyday. I that all types of prayers, for money
matters, for relatives, Health, a novena and many more
prayers, It was an old booklet I bl eave it belonged to my
aunt who passed away 30 years ago. She to had a very great
prayer life my aunt Ester, I remember as a child going over to
her house and smelling Roses when there were none there.
She had a
relic of St Philomena, that I received about 10 years ago but
I gave it away to a friend Ruth ANN Wade her birth day is in
the same day as Philomena's principle feast day August 11. I
must tell you that It was very hard for me to give that to her
but I gave it with a kind heart because it is in giving that
we receive and God rewords all of us in his own special way. I
have to also tell you That I was healed of grand mall seizures
10 years ago as well, through her prayer when I asked for
prayer over the phone. Thy would only happen when I was
driving in my vehicle.
I will
keep you all in my prayer everyday. God Bless you all -
T.J.P.F.
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July-04
I
would ask that you please pray for me. I have been struggling with
pornography this summer, as a means of dealing with my anxiety and
frustration. I pray for the grace to deal with the difficulties
of life in a more appropriate and loving manner.
God
bless, John
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July-04
Please
pray for me; I am struggling with Internet pornography, and too
often failing to decide to resist temptation. Please pray also
for my fiance, who is trying to help me overcome this evil. God
bless and keep you all! -
A.
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July-04
Praying for the reconciliation of my friendship with John; may he
see that I was hasty in ending our communication and then he needs
to contact me to
preserve our relationship. - Diane
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July-04
I
have
struggled with an addiction to pornography for almost 10 years
now. It has only become worse as time has passed, and today is
intolerable. I have a will which cries out "stop", yet one which
cries weaker and weaker. Please pray for me to the Lord; I cannot
do this without His strength. God bless you for your generosity.
- Joel
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July-04
YES I AM WRITING TO SEE IF YOU CAN
PRAY FOR ME
THAT MY WIFE DON'T CHEAT OR BE INTIMATE WITH NO OTHER MAN
BUT ME HER HUSBAND WHILE SHE IS IN KUWAIT ON DEPLOYMENT FROM THE
ARMY AND THAT YOU HELP US HAVE STRONGER LOVE FOR EACH OTHER
WHILE SEPARATED. ALSO PRAY FOR ME THAT MY WIFE EATS GOOD
AND IS TAKING CARE OF HER SELF WHILE I AM NOT THERE FOR HER
PHYSICALLY AND PLEASE PRAY FOR ME THAT MY WIFE COMES HOME REAL
SOON TO US FROM THE WAR IN KUWAIT AND THAT SHE COMES HOME SAFE.
- Dago
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July-04
Thank
You so much for this resource. I am myself seriously afflicted
and have for eleven years been in 12-step programs in an attempt
to be free of this insanity. Some times these groups can be less
than Christian and even much less Catholic. As a Catholic I
cannot envision successfully dealing with this deadly issue
without dealing with it as a Catholic. Frequent Confession and
attending Mass and receiving Holy Communion are the actions that
work for me. Unfortunately my work schedule and other stress
inducing issues conspire and often prevent from doing the before
mention things. I pray that this ministry will be part of the
answer for me and for all who suffer this baffling affliction. I
can use your help. Any and all recommendations and prayers will
be appreciated. - James |
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June-04
I
have been married for 9 years and my husband has been struggling
with Pornography ever since his childhood. He was sexually abused
by babysitters as well. It is ruining our married. He puts me
down and doesn’t help with the kids or the house when he is deep
in to porn. He e-mailed me a letter stating how horrible he has
been and doesn’t know what to do next because he is afraid he will
never be rid of this evil. He is on the couch tonight after I
found more evidence on his computer. Please pray for our family –
we also have 3 daughters:4 yrs, 2 ½ yrs. and a 4 month old.
God Bless - Angela
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June-04
Please
pray for my husband, John, and I, he has admitted to internet porn
(mostly threesomes with two men and a woman) I am deeply
frightened and cannot think straight that he has actually done
some of these things. (He traveled a lot last year) although he
denies it. I am afraid that he is bi-sexual and that he has had
affairs and that I don't really know my husband. I think he has
been lying about why his first marriage broke up. We are Catholic
in a Catholic marriage. We have no children. I cannot sleep or
think straight, he has lied to cover up small things before but
nothing this big. I am trying to submit some disability paperwork
and that is the day it all broke I really need to know if he is
leading a double life and I need my concentration to get through
this. He said he would go for counseling but I need to find a
Catholic or Christian who doesn't believe pornography or sexual
perversity is OK. I need to know he is sincere and has told me
the whole truth. I am quite sick before this and now this is
making my life almost unbearable. Please pray for strength,
healing and the truth. - D |
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June-04
Please pray for me and my friend. We are both in need of a lot
of prayer so that we can break our bad habits. - S
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June-04
Please pray that God will direct me in my future steps. That God
will bless me and my family abundantly and make His will known to
me. I also pray for all of those whose intentions have been
placed on this site. God bless. - Tim
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June-04
Please pray for a loved one who consistently turns to porn to
pleasure himself. I have wanted to address this with him for
years as I feel that it has/does interfere with our
relationship...But I have been too scared to do so, as outside
of the porn, he is a wonderful caring, loving, generous person.
So also in your prayers, please pray for me that God will give
me the grace and wisdom to confront this issue and to help him
as God shows me. I will continue to pray for the end
of pornography everywhere.--Thank you! - C
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June-04
Please
pray for me and my wife. My wife left me some time ago. She got
me onto the porn sites. But I feel now if she comes back I will
be healed for good. I only get onto the porn sites when I feel
alone, missing her. God bless you. Sam |
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June-04
Hello
- Please pray
for me and my friend who struggles with this addiction. Pray
that I may have the strength to help him through his temptations
and also in the process not fall under the evil spirit that
arises from it as he struggles to defeat it through Christ Our
Lord.
Thank you
- Delores
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June-04
Please
pray me for as I strive for purity and that I may save myself
until the day of marriage. God bless you all and I shall keep you
all in my prayers. Thanks.......A |
June-04
I lost
my job due to a recent massive layoff and experiencing a severe
financial crisis that has led to anxiety, depression along with
suicidal thoughts. Please pray for improvement in my economic
situation and health. Also pray that my wedding with K's daughter
shall take place without any hurdles. Kindly pray for my
protection from M and S, who intend to harm me. Thank you very
much. - R |
May-04
Please pray for Ovilah that she will accept Jesus as her Savior
and let God change her life. - Scott |
May-04
Please
pray for me. - Samuel P. |
May-04
I humbly
request that a prayer be said in my name to help me overcome my
addiction to porn and that I may come to know our Lord.
- Chris
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May-04
Hi,
my name is Jon, and all throughout high school where girls almost
wear nothing to school, have led me to lustful thoughts and
self-gratification every single day. Growing up in a very devout
catholic family, it's very hard to tell you how guilty, disgusted
and ashamed I felt for my perverted actions. So by the time I
graduated high school almost a year ago, I turned to God to help
me and to forgive me. But until now I still slip. I can go on for
weeks sometimes months w/o gratifying myself, but during those
weeks and months, I have these uncontrollable sexual fantasies. To
be honest I'm afraid to go to church or anywhere else because many
times I have caught myself lusting over girls in my church or in
other places. Every Friday I devout one hour of my time to the
Blessed Sacrament, I try to pray to Jesus w/ all my heart to
please help me not to fall into the hands of the Devil, but I
still do, and the pain and loneliness I feel is so overwhelming. I
feel abandoned most of time, which has cause me to contemplate to
suicide because I feel if Jesus can't help me with this, how is
going to help me with my life in which I feel like I have none.
I'm trying my best to squeeze every bit of faith and trust in our
lord Jesus that he'll be there for me, but until now please pray
for me that I don't lose faith, that I may stop seeing girls as
objects and that I may not fall into any sinful sexual acts.
Thanks and God Bless... |
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May-04
Hello. I am
20 years old and I have fought porn and masturbation for the
last 8 years. I have become more mature over the past few years
and really want to stop. I have gone to confession and that has
helped for a period of time, but now I ask for your prayers to
help give me more strength.
God Bless
You, Brad
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May-04
I have recently found a Porn DVD in my husband's travel suitcase.
He's not a Christian. When I confronted him he basically said I
was silly and he would not give it up for me. Please pray for him
to see what it is and for me to be able to endure this pain.
God Bless - CS |
May-04
Please pray for my
brother in law who has a problem with lust and is always on the
chat room on the computer and also for my husband who has been
into masturbating and who think marriage is sex - RG
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May-04
Hi all, my prayers go out to everyone who struggles with sexual
addiction. Please pray for me, my dad, my step dad, my granddad,
my grandfather, and my uncle that we may all be given strength to
fight the devastation of pornography and lust. I have been
mentally addicted to porn since I was in 3rd grade (when I first
watched porn on TV) and compulsively addicted since I was in 7th
grade. I am now almost 22 years old and its a daily struggle
against lust, with many many failures, but also many
victories. Pray that our victories begin to outlast our falls,
pray that we do not despair, pray that we always are mindful of
our sinfulness and aren't intolerant of others, pray that we do
not judge others or compare ourselves to them, and that we remain
with fidelity to the Word of God. Pray that our daily struggles
will exalt us and deepen our faith that we may show the Light and
Benevolence of Our Lord and draw others toward his true
happiness. Thank you brothers and sisters - S |
May-04
I am a man in my early 20s and a prospective seminarian. I
struggle weekly with pornography and masturbation. I know that
such evil is incompatible
with the dignity of a priestly vocation and so I continue to
struggle.
Please pray for me and pray especially for the intercession of
Saint Joseph as I am a starting a novena to him on the 12th of
May. Thank you all. - J
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May-04
I
have been into porn for over 25
years. I am now 44. I thought I was free for the past 3 years as
a result of countless prayers and masses. Now I find myself
being drawn back. Plus, my being under-employed/unemployed for
3 years has not helped.
Also, I have
never had a relationship with a woman as a result of my
addiction. My life is a sad case since I am lonely and socially
awkward.
Please Lord,
St. Michael, St. Catherine and St. Benedict grant me freedom and
relief from this awful addiction. Also, that I may meet a woman
for a moral, wholesome relationship and find gainful employment.
Yours in
Christ,
Chuck
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May-04
My husband has filed for divorce on me, which was a surprise. He
was into pornography. He also had an
affair before he left me. I am very heartbroken.
Please pray for me. My husband said he does not want the
responsibility of me anymore. Thank you.
- L |
May-04
I have been addicted to Porn since about the age of 12 or 13. I
discovered porn mags and videos at relatives houses and
friends. I assumed this was a normal behavior then. I am now
almost 30 and married and have a one year old daughter and (still)
addicted. I have tried on my own and I pray and go to
confession. But the images that are burnt into my mind as well as
all the women I slept with in my single days are also in my mind
and hard to over come. I ask for your prayers and know what I
need to do. I know this will be a long battle and I pray it will
be short as possible. Satan has a very tight grasp on me but I
know by the grace of God and the intersession of Mary and St
Joseph I can overcome this and draw closer to Christ. Please pray
for me!! - John
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